Study Episode: FORM 6?

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Hello my dear, Dreamies. This is your Little Star!

I think I should change my introduction from time to time. Oh well! We'll see how it will goes. First of all, thanks for spending your golden time here. I'm just a typical Malay girl, so don't mind all the Grammar mistakes below. Without further a due, it's time to read! Good luck. Hope you will find this post useful and worth to read haha. Do leave some comments and get to know each other.

Topic: FORM 6?

I thought I should share this with all of you. To be honest, I still don't think if I made a good decision or not. Well, my I talked about Form 6 with others, they always look low and said that why would I choose to be in Form 6 when I'm smart enough to be in Martriks and Asasi. Well, they should at least try to be in my shoes. I'd given up on my studies in Form 4 because of my excessive depression and the fact that I'm now slowly back on track is good enough.

Since September 2016 or October, a few weeks before SPM, I began to gain interest with my future that I looked through many websites about what I could do to pursue studies after SPM. First, I didn't think I had anything on mind but at that time, I was very interested to Biology. So, I searched up almost everything about which courses should I pick to continue learning Biology. You'll be surprised to know that I used to hate Biology, like a lot than anything in the world.

Continue with my story. I found a lot of diploma courses where I could study Biology but my dad opposed with my decision and asked me if I wanted to waste my years with diploma. He suggested that I enter Matriks(I submitted the form before SPM Trial). After hearing my English teacher opinion about Matriks, I was freaked out and promised that I would never ever enter Matriculation Program!

Somewhere in mid January 2017, I've made up my mind to join Form 6 Arts Stream. What made me choose Form 6 are...

1) The program is short. Only a year and a half.
2) It's much cheaper than others.
3) I still get to stay at home. My hostel trauma is still with me.
4) My father will not feel burden with my allowance since my sister is in diploma program in Malacca.
5) I love languages. Be it Malay or English or Korean or Japanese or Chinese. I would like to pursue language and become a language expert.
6) I said goodbye to Add Math since my SPM examination end.
7) My Form 4's dream is language related!
8) I absorb any new words better like a sponge than Science terms or Mathematics Formula XD



The main reason that I found out recently and the answers to my endless thought. I recalled all of my childhood's dream and everything was Science related except my Form 4's dream. It was when I was in my boarding school. When everyone else told their ambition, it was all extraordinary and 100% Science field and when it was my turn, the English teacher who was curious with the new faces' ambition had a long stare on me. And that was because of my non-Science ambition. I stood up semi-confidently and told the whole classes that I wanted to be a Traveler Translator or Interpreter. She said that why did I came to the Science School and in the Science Stream class. Since that was my first (well not actually the first) time talking in English in the class, I was a bit flustered and ended  up telling that my parents wanted me(at least one of their child) to enter a boarding school. I didn't expect to to accepted in the school that I chose as my first choice but I somehow end up getting there and everything did feel like a dream. That's a bit of the story about how I revealed my unexpected ambition.

Although I think it's a loss to stop learning Science (Biology, Physics, Chemistry), I should do what I like to actually feel the pleasure and success in life. I should enjoy everything I learn and do. I would love to learn Biology if anyone would like to teach me personally. I'm most interested with BLOOD since Form 3(2014). Haha. That was random! Let's get back to Form 6 topic. I wished I could share something about Form 6 but I couldn't now. Maybe after I entered Form 6 estimated in early May(?) I guess?

So, that's all for now. More Study Episodes will be posted in the future. Wish me luck, Dreamies. I wish all of you a million of happiness and luck. Don't let people look down on your dream even if it's as tiny as microorganism. Just be bold and proud until you achieve your beautiful dreams.

Annyeong~ Bbyeong!